From my late Cock is God blog.
February 13, 2018
Several years ago, so many that the paper has yellowed somewhat, I started this IDOL of HOMOSEXUAL POWER, but, at a time when I was not ready to fully embrace the LEWDNESS of my HOMOSEXUAL DESIRES, I could not bear to look at it. It was a reminder of my ‘DEVIATION’, of my ‘FILTH’, of my ‘SINFUL WEAKNESS’. I put it away, but I never forgot it. The IDOL became ALIVE in my HEART every time I FUCKED or was FUCKED, every time I WAS FED CUM, every time I BEAT MY COCK and MADE my SEED FLY when greedily WATCHING MEN in PORNOGRAPHY.
I TRIED TO FIGHT COCK, I TRIED TO FIGHT MY LUST…
..and SELF-DENIAL and SUPPRESSION always ended in DEFEAT…My HOMOSEXUALITY is not just a “PART” of who I am, it is the FOUNDATIONAL, SPIRITUAL and EMOTIONAL FRAMEWORK of my ENTIRE SELF and PERSONALITY.
When OVERWHELMED by my LUST, as I SURRENDERED my ASSHOLE to be IMPALED by my GOD, MASTER and LOVER, I saw it reflected in the ALPHA’S EYES, EYES BLINDED BY, ULTIMATELY, THE SAME LUST:
“IF YOU WOULD ATTEMPT TO RESIST ME, YOU MIGHT AS WELL TRY RIPPING YOUR HEART OUT.
YOU MAY CLOISTER YOURSELF AWAY FOR A HUNDRED YEARS, BUT IN THE END, I WILL ALWAYS FIND MY WAY INTO YOU…
WE CANNOT BE SEPARATED.
I AM COCK.
I AM YOU.”
Back in my home country, returned as a CONFIRMED and UNAPOLOGETIC DISCIPLE of COCK LUST and PLEASURE, I picked up this ICON again, completed the PEACH, the stylized BUSHY PUBES and the INSCRIPTION on the RIGHT. From the beginning it was meant to be in Chinese ideograms because I believe that, as visual symbols, they are stronger than the letters of the Latin Alphabet.
HOMOSEXUAL, BIG COCK SEMEN POWER.
MAY the DIVINE SEED of MAN FLOW FREELY in the LIVES of the DISCIPLES of OUR BROTHERHOOD.
MAY BROTHERS FEED and INJECT IT DEEP WITHIN EACH OTHER, SHARING THEIR FIERY BOND of LOVE, LUST and BROTHERHOOD.
MAY IT RENEW and REKINDLE THE GOD COCK’S GIFTS of MANHOOD, VIRILITY, POWER, PLEASURE, JOY and BROTHERLY KINSHIP and CAMARADERIE.
Just as our HUNGER and THIRST for YOU, LORD, CANNOT BE EXTINGUISHED, MAY YOUR DIVINE SEED FLOW ENDLESSLY, ETERNALLY, into the CHALICE of OUR SOULS.
MIGHTY IS THE NAME OF OUR GOD!
WE WORSHIP YOU, WE CELEBRATE YOU, PENIS, PRIAPUS!
WE LONG for the SPIRITUAL SACRAMENT of YOUR COMMUNION, as we MASTURBATE YOU, as we SHOVE YOU into our BROTHERS’ WORSHIPING MOUTHS and ASSHOLES.
THEIR MOUTHS and ASSHOLES KNOW YOUR NAME. A NAME THAT CANNOT BE FORGOTTEN.
BEAUTIFUL and VIRILE HORNED-ONE, FATHER, TEACHER, LOVER and BROTHER TO ALL MEN…
WE WORSHIP YOU!